I Miss Cocaine...

lastnight i was dowloading some music to my mp3 player. it was stuff i was going to listen to while i work out...so it was mostly techno shit. listening to the songs made me think back to my mid 20's when i started to listen to techno and was doing alot of drugs...especially cocaine and X. i really miss the white stuff. i love the smell of it. i love it when you rub it on your gums and then they go numb. thats how you know you have some good shit. sometimes my whole face would go numb. i really enjoy the high that coke gives you as well. you feel invincible. i would always joke with some friends that we should snort a bunch of blow and then go fag bashing...but we never did it. don't get me wrong, X is nice to. i still remember the first time i tried it. i could feel that stuff moving through my veins. it was awesome. however, i really like how coke hits you immediately...there is no waiting time. unfortunately, i would consume a dozen drinks, a gram of blow and 2-3 pills in a typical evening and they would all kind of cancel out each other thus leaving me somewhat hungover, nasal congestion and mildly depressed.

hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!

ps- sunday is my birthday...yay for me!